life...ordinary days

life...my brother inlaw has a quote he uses often its on his blog now (frailife) "life is made up of ordinary days." as i saw that and thought about it, i saw a commercial or some tv show regarding helping someone lead a "normal" life. in relation to health, handicap or whatever. then a profound statement hit me, "everyone wants a normal life, but not everyone wants to live normal." we all want to be healthy, happy, normal, etc. but we dont want just a normal ordinary life. but thats what most of life is. even as i look at my life now, i wonder is there more? i want to impact the world, "do" more with my life. but many times i dont see myself impacting and making a difference where i am. its hard. my life is caught up in other things right now. like hebrew...but i dont know. sometimes i wonder if i use things or say i am busy, but when i look at my life i seemed bored. will it get better? well i dont think so. the point is we all need to learn to look at life differently. to live life here and now, not looking behind or ahead, thats what i do. and i probably miss daily opportunities to make differences in others lives....